Driven by desire, I found the quality of awareness

I thought I was pretty aware years ago...

You know - well educated, big student (of) science, metaphysics all my life, studied different religions and so forth.

but I hit a brick wall eventually...,

in terms of what my intellect would do and I really had no frame of reference.

but I was seeking ...

i was one of those people in life who was always searching. And the big surprise for me was the experience of awareness that really knows that there's a presence within you - that you can rely on, that you can take solace in, that you can take comfort in, that gives you a well spring of love, that lets you know that

you don't have to seek for the things that we're taught to seek for outside of yourself.

As all the masters said, the kingdom really is within.